i get kind of sad when my excitement and positive enthusiasm is reciprocated with a kind of curt apathy or hint of annoyance...i'm not stupid to be positive and you're not smart to be negative.

if you ever feel i treat you guys this way, sorryyyyyy....i don't think i do? but i may not know...i always feel like when/IF i reply, i really try to do it honestly and completely...i try not to reply with one word or a short emotionless sentence....but if i ever did, i'm sorriess~